Friday, November 21, 2008

i am here to relieve insanity and stress. well, since my blog has been dead for wuite long i am betting that no one comes to it anymore so i am free to rant about random stuff without offending anyone.
life sucks. like, really. i am leaving for beijing on sunday, and i am sick of packing and have like less than an inch of enthusiasm for it. so give the girl a hand. i have been going over clothes, toiletries, towels, clothes, clothes, and more clothes. one, i cant afford to overpack. two, i cant afford to pack too little stuff. WOAH, talk about extreme contradiction. & did i so totally mention that i got hit with a soccerball today and my specs are screwed. well, i guess i dont mind about the screwed specs part or the part where i got hit and the pain and all, the part that i minded was the fact that my mom refused to go over with me and get it fixed. i am your daughter for god sake. the one who scores the grades and be all independent. but no.... i am not even better than someone like my sis. WOAH! big shocker. which sucked.
and sherry hasnt been online for quite awhile when i need to spurt out vomit on her so that she can pat me on the back and tell me its alright. i feel sick, lazy amd totally tired of all the packing stuff. now when i think of beijing all i want to do is throw the luggage out of my window, if i can eveen carry it up that is. i feel so totally screwed up. crap, crap,crap.
woah, i just realised i cant bring myself to say he four letter word. looks like a serious break from table tennis cured that. crap. beijing sucks. luggage sucks. packing sucks. lif's crap & oh yah, it sucks too.

Breaking the Habit!