Saturday, February 16, 2008
the suicide thing is finally over. dunno how long i can take it if it continues. just talking to my 'brother' about 2d stuff and realised that i really dont understand anything anymore. & he said i was emo. & i realised i really was. but sometimes this are the circumstances of certain things in life. i dont wish to past everyday in tears either.
beat fuhua & dunearn 5-0 each. KSS on monday. i dont know what to expect or what to feel. friday made me feel like a loser & i dont know how to handle such a annoying feeling.
i have alot of things to do. but i dont wanna move myself from the com. lazy? maybe.
listening to 听寂寞在唱歌( which makes me think of the suicide thing again) & 亲爱的，那不是爱情。according to my i tunes player play count i have listened to this two songs 59 times each today. no wonder i am emo. i listen to emo songs X)
5:49 AM
Breaking the Habit!
