Wednesday, February 27, 2008

life's been boring. great to see tagboard still active, its kind of fun to reply to people, form of relaxation & entertainment. tests and tests every week makes me feel like puking and ranting four letter words. but nothing can be done, i guess, except to study. ciaos for now and tomorrow and next week (:


i can't please everyone. & since u are not important to me, why should i please you?
its time for the curtain to start going down, don't you think?

Breaking the Habit!

Saturday, February 16, 2008

the suicide thing is finally over. dunno how long i can take it if it continues. just talking to my 'brother' about 2d stuff and realised that i really dont understand anything anymore. & he said i was emo. & i realised i really was. but sometimes this are the circumstances of certain things in life. i dont wish to past everyday in tears either.
beat fuhua & dunearn 5-0 each. KSS on monday. i dont know what to expect or what to feel. friday made me feel like a loser & i dont know how to handle such a annoying feeling.
i have alot of things to do. but i dont wanna move myself from the com. lazy? maybe.
listening to 听寂寞在唱歌( which makes me think of the suicide thing again) & 亲爱的，那不是爱情。according to my i tunes player play count i have listened to this two songs 59 times each today. no wonder i am emo. i listen to emo songs X)

Breaking the Habit!

Sunday, February 03, 2008

this is totally crap. i am stuck with studying redox & rate of reaction, which fyi is total crap. i just realised that half the rate of reaction notes are on enzymes which we learn in bio last year. haha. so i can totally just ignore it. (: redox is total shit. i feel reduced rite now, due to me having lost oxygen atoms in my brain. yah, i feel like sleeping. loss of oxygen in brain = yawning and sleep. i think i am going to flunk the test. sian sian sian.

yesterday went shopping with rvtt b gals sec4 without yeejin & huien & lynette. haha, i was the STARRR of the day. jealous rite. LOLOLOL. i bought 2 tops & shorts with them. & i have decided to look chio from now on because i just finally realised that it is really time to move on. esp. when sinyee said about the army thing, made me realise the huge age gap. got hear about age drain rite, ya,so dun want liao lor. i so young, lol, must have more choices. haha, make the guy sound like some ah pei. X)

i have speech history ss chem & some other thing to do which i forgot liao. damn, what the hell isit. anyway, ciaos.


LOL. i sound high today. must be some error in me ...

Breaking the Habit!