Monday, December 31, 2007

ok this is officially 2008! it's a new year so i have new resolutions (:
1)maintain GPA of 3.0 & above
2)do not FAIL maths & physics
3)control my temper better
4)work hard to have a united B'division 08
5)have better skills & perhaps stop slacking (:
6)treat coach better
7)change me

& thats all (:

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Saturday, December 29, 2007

sometimes i think RVTT B'GALS SEC 3 2007 is probably the most rebellious, wildest, HIONG-EST, most fun to be with & probably the BRAVEST team there is in rvtt history! haha. since when do you see six girls constantly bickering & screaming at insane teachers? ( ya, i take FULL responsibilty for this sentence SO CALL ME! i will be waiting my dear. even though i can't assure you my phone has THAT MUCH MONEY to take up your call (: )

we probably suffer the most too, from the treacherous hands of "so called imparters of knowledge". or maybe just one. ( i am definitely not pointing fingers here X) SO SUE ME FOR BEING SUBTLE HUH ) man, i like doing this. i should so be a lawyer next time (:

we had this hoo-hah on friday. man, i hate it when they find ways to ruin the LAST training. GIVE US A BREAK MAN. so, as i was saying, this friday. i saw alot of things this friday. yaya, ignore the fact i was crying my eyeballs out. ( I BET YOU MUST BE SMUG ) & probably had about a 20 plus audience. but a girl has to cry sometimes you know. so i was letting everything once & for all. whatever, i was totally feeling pissed about my father who is still having a cold war with me which is bad because i haven bought my school shoes. BUT THAT is not the point. maybe, one day the person who is going to cry & feel regretful for being such a bitch/bastard is going to be someone else (STILL NO FINGERS), & at that point of time, i will be prepared to make sure i will be there to watch. WATCH. haven anyone tell you that you can't mess with me & get away with it. WISHFUL THINKING. maybe you might get that wish during christmas. but i wouldnt bet on it. since you haven been exactly NICE. & i heard SANTA doesn't like you (:
so i wouldnt be betting on it (:

OH YAH. i forgot you can have me up for irresponsible blogging. but hey, i haven been pointing fingers. unless you think too much. ( my favourite phrase!) seriously, then please DON'T think too much. it's not good for health & i bet you still need it for the rest of the days.

call me dear. i am waiting (:

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Friday, December 21, 2007

homework not done yet. sian like mad. suppose to clear up my stuff, all those worksheets, but haven done yet. & my mom is like screaming into my ear. damn. training was pretty okay. okay, some especially one! haha. sinyee is going to scold me hua-chi again. X)

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Have you ever heard silence? That deafening yet musical silence? The sound which pierces through everything, light or darkness. Silence don't constantly exist. This can be seen in some places, where too many sounds cover up the quietness and where too many noises cover up the noiseless. These worlds belong to those who have peace and war. With too much peace, we neglect the silence around us. We take silence for granted, as a noise that will never cease to exist. We irritate ourselves with silence, endlessly complaining about it. Yet, we always yearn for the exact same silence when war comes. War cover up the silence. It changes silence into a fantasy. Silence becomes a form of hope, a bright light shining at the end of a endless dark tunnel. Silence then, what a musical sound! The noise and music that has always have people running from both sides of it, changing direction constantly. No one can be appease with silence. or without it.

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Tuesday, December 04, 2007

sometimes we just got to suck all the tears back in
&
refuse to let them out.

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Sunday, December 02, 2007

sian-ed. timeline was a big dissapointment man. i was totally dejected. the heritage tour thing was a total dissapointment. we got 2 angels, zhang kai & that weng (forgot his name le). before we start, zhang kai kept making bets that he was going to bring us to be first & put like this amazing stress on us. as expected we didn't came out first even though we pia like mad. i guess if we did came out first, our team would be the last overall. we did pretty badly for the first round & desperately needed the second round to pull the marks up. but we never did. we were the fourth group, meaning we had a bonus point of 4. if we were first, we would have gotten 10 bonus points. & perhaps pull us up. so we came to the end that the other three teams got 1st 2nd & 3rd. & we were the only team to get 8th. i don't deny i was sad. i mean, we worked hard. but perhaps not hard enough.

but still thanks to zhang kai who was so pia-ing. we cab back to sp, but one cab can only take 4, so he took one by himself and let us take the other in order to let us reach there 'first'. thanks,man. even though i might forget you in like 2 months. the 翁 guy was cool too. he has that 善良face. haha.

so that marks the end

Breaking the Habit!