Friday, November 09, 2007

wrote a long angry post but it will not go up here. unless i really become that pissed off. because if it comes up here, there will be no peace anymore. CUZ REALITY HURTS LIKE SHIT. i admit, i am pissed. & why shouldn't i be? i have the damn fucking right to. happy faces, smiles plastered every single time i go for training. i tried. i tried like mad man. it hurts you know. to have your ex best friend telling you to stop it. mistrust. i saw that. so things do change. they change you & they change me. & nothing is going to change that fact.

世界唯一不变的东西是变。你变了。我也变了。变得无法再忍受在你面前强颜欢笑。

Breaking the Habit!