Friday, July 13, 2007

alot of things happened this week. being emo all over again and all. BUT HEY,the good thing i realised is that my people skills improve.SO COOL (: only had one cca this week due to SPEECH DAY rehearsal. we get to go off at 1pm on CCA days due to rehearsals. SO GOOD(:

i remember when i just see people walking off the streets. everywhere. anywhere. and you can just still stand there. feeling still so alone. so cold. so unfamilar. when i always see this kind of scence in the movie or film, where they take this person standing in the middle of a crossroad, and streams of people are moving past the protagonist in streams. the protagonist just stands there, looking lost. i kind of always feel i understand. because it's a feeling of being unaccepted. i think everyone has this period in their life. when they see people talking in groups and you are all alone, you feel afraid. and when they start looking and laughing, you always feel that they are laughing at you. it's just this kind of feeling i feel right now.

i think i am in seriously need of attention. sick of being just a nobody. but i don't want to be notorious either. don't see anything positive about it. why am i so sadistic???

QUOTE OF THE DAY: slow down in the race of life and maybe you can see that you can hear the splattering of the rain, the rustle of leaves and just the beauty of it all.

Breaking the Habit!