Saturday, June 02, 2007

today, i went for a haircut. Finally, some might say. I have been hestitaing, wanting to see if i could have had another chance with her. However, it truely hit me yesterday when i was talking on MSN with her. And WHEE!, what a surprise, she said "sorry" again. She was there, and i was on the other line.Amazingly, the past "best friends" could not find any topic to continue their conversation after a short 5 minutes. Well, that kind of woke me up. It made me realise she was never going to be free to actually just go for a haircut with me. Like what sinyee said in my ears for a thousand times, SHE IS JUST TOO BUSY. Too busy to even fit me, the "long long ago best friend" into a schedule. Man, that totally suck. I got that feeling back again. That feeling of relief after a haircut. I totally love this new hairdresser. He cut SO much of my hair, but it looks totally the same. Hahaz. Wonder what my mother has to say about this. She probably restrict me from stepping into that shop again.

勉强是没有幸福的。
事实虽然残酷，但是我们都很了解我们不能再逃避。
你把我折腾得很累。很累。
你让我觉得我很不了解你。
你让我认为在这两年你，你并不是你。
很多东西因为说出来很伤人，我们都选择彼此沉默。
但是沉默也是一种隐性的伤害，更重要的，使双方面的。
所以，我可以说是“看破红尘”了。
我已经把心结打开。现在，换你了。
接受所不能接受的。
谢谢你。

Breaking the Habit!