Monday, June 18, 2007

i seriously dont know what to say other than its too late. its still too late. if you have said that a month ago, i think everything will be alright by now. but when you were gone, i realy seen alot of things with different eyes. i could still live, i found out, without you. being alone has never in my eyes been so joyful to me. you have become something i dont know how to face and dont know how to talk to. when i talked with sinyee and jin, at least they listened. at least what they came out with was something that i knew mattered to not only them but me too. but with you. i dont how to say something that made at least some sense to me but seemed perfectly alright to me. we are both on different freqeuncies,on different language. perhaps what sinyee said was right, its time to stop being so over dependent on friends. its time to grow up. there is always sometimes when you want to say something to someone, but after a whole day, you find that nothing comes out. NOTHING. that is how bad it has become. it is pretty obvious that we no longer can play it out. we no longer fit anymore. NO LONGER.

Breaking the Habit!