Monday, June 04, 2007

FUCK. I am feeling so PISSED OFF with her irritating behavior. She made me cry. Made ME cry. And not because i was so afraid, but because of the fucking fact that I couldn't just shout in her face, "Shut the hell up, you bitch!". Seriously, vulgar but effective. But I just couldn't do so.
Like you said, i MUST go over, i didn't have a choice. I told you it’s my cca, obviously I have a choice. You said, in your cca, you must listen to the teacher, which is me, obviously, so you don’t have the freedom. WHAT THE FUCK! Then I said, FINE, then I quit this cca, right now, on the spot. And I walked into the chapel, grabbed my stuff and made my way home. But NO, she couldn’t stop there, she was like screaming，“站住” throughout the whole way. LIKE I freaking care. Then on the chapel steps, she was like ZHIJUN 你给我站住。Man, I regretted stopping and turning around. She started saying first.
“Can we have a nice talk about it.”
“Obviously, we have nothing nice to talk about.”
“What kind of attitude is this? I am your teacher. And where are you going now?”
“I am going home.”
“It’s still cca period, you can’t leave as you wish. You don’t have the right or freedom to.”
“Okay ,fine then. I shall just quit this stupid damn thing and I am free already right. Since now, I no longer belong to this cca.”
“You can’t, because as your cca teacher, I don’t allow you to.”
“Fine, then I shall talk to the school.”
“I represent the school, so talk to me. If you have the guts, go change a school.”
“Why not? What the hell do you want from me. You don’t let me quit. You don’t let me stay. What the hell do you freaking want?” Only I didn’t say freaking. If you get the idea. And basically shouted at this part.
“What kind of attitude is this. Who gave you the permission to shout? I am your teacher, you must respect me. Anyway, do you think you are the only one with a temper?” She shouted back.
“I never once thought so.”
“Zhijun, your own coach wants you to come over. Your own coach.”
Oh my, seriously, when I heard this I was super pissed. “ RIGHT, my own coach. Unless he said that right in front of my face and told me to go over, maybe I would. However, if I didn’t want to, I still won’t go over.”
And according to YEEJIN, she went into the chapel, demanded my coach to say that he wanted me to go over and dragged him to the staircase.
Throughout the whole period, I was feeling pretty bored so I took out my handphone and started playing games. Lame, I know. But hey, I was bored.
Then out came the two of them. And my coach started to say, why don’t you go over, you can benefit from it. Obviously, with HER standing right there. I looked at him straight in the eyes, and saw that he was blinking terribly towards her. And all I could think of was, YOU BITCH, WTH DO YOU FUCKING WANT! Basically I ignored the whole conversation until I heard HER ask coach you want her to go over, correct? And coach replied, of course, but if she doesn’t want to then I have no choice. Then I looked up from staring at ants crawling around and said, SEE, if I want to. Then he said, anyway in November you all going over. THEN, I practically screamed then wait till then lar. Apparently, SHE saw that he wasn’t helping much, so she asked me to go away. FUCK MAN. We apparently came into appeasement, because I couldn’t stand listening to the crap she wanted to repeat.
But what made me more mad, is that she call sinyee so many freaking times and made her cry. GOD, sinyee doesn’t cry easily. No, she doesn’t. I am so going to warn her not to call anyone from sec3 again today. I CANT STAND HER MAN.WTF IS HER PROBLEM?

Breaking the Habit!