Tuesday, March 20, 2007

i was crying UNCONTROLLABLY after the match against presbyterian high.guess i was just not MENTALLY prepared in being the FIRST. then i found out that this was merely ONE BIG JOKE.a joke which we have been made into FOOLS. i felt that my GOD DAMN HEART has shattered into a MILLION pieces. i felt that my HEART has been RIPPED OUT and STAMPED ON.i felt so HURT and CHEATED. the TRUST. the BELIEF. i guess that was STILL NOT ENOUGH.

i found out that you were NOT AS BAD as i thought. NO ONE noes the TRUTH anyway. & i guess it DOESNT MATTER now.

i am going to play tt for the sake of MYSELF. and not ANYONE ELSE. i am NOT going to ANYONE's PUPPET. i am NOT INTERESTED.

Breaking the Habit!