Saturday, March 31, 2007

had cca exco members seclection on friday. can't say i had any feelings for it cuz well, DO I LOOK LIKE I FREAKING CARE? nope, didnt think so either. i mean, its just a leadership position. u dont play table tennis just because of it. u play table tennis cuz u like it, not becuz its like able to make u achieved RINGS. anyway, i have seen the light on my SC days, and RINGS to me is CRAP and a BURDEN. i dun see the need on having them on my shoudlers, unless i want them just to show that i have the power to become one which is like =.=.

homework is loads. n' zhijun dun wanna touch them. cuz they are BORING. shall pia tomorrow!(:

i found out that many ppl start to change when we are in sec3. maybe cuz we are in different classes? i dun stick to 2d ppl now. we are just like normal friends, not having that kind of close relationship le. n' ppl seem more emo nowsaday. depressing words here and there. i changed too. i admit. i probably dun seem to flare up that easily nowsadays. cuz i dun see the point. whenever i do that, i cant think straight, i let my emotions take control, and bad things happen. i'm sorry, yujie. i really didnt mean it. so probably i need a timeout or something. yups. a timeout.

i got my brand NEW calculator. its WHITE, ppl. WHITE. beautiful white. WHOOTS! i lurv it man. it can calculate equations ok. i noe u r jealous hahaz... then go purchase one from mr ang, pls STATE that u want WHITE not BLACK! hahaz... cuz black is UGLY. its $18, go buy it ppl!

i cant make clear of my feelings. i dunno whether i am stressed or i am not. i dunno whether i am troubled or not. but i noe i'm am happy some of the time. other times, i seem to have lost all emotions. i just feel empty? also, i dun like to cut my hair now. after cutting i no longer feel all my troubles are gone, i feel a sense of disgust, hate , irritation. i feel like pulling every strand out. i dunno wad happen.
i just feel tired.

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

just came back from school. getting home late like every single day of the week. GAWD!n' homework is like stacking up into some kind of mountain!!! RV just suck! it SUCKS out loud. Ms Ek was like talking about the vulgarities issue this morning through pa system, saying that IF we were caught saying vulgarities we will see mrs look. LOL. that was like one of the lamest thing i ever heard. i actually scold the F word like every time the tt ball dont cross the net or fly out of the table. i mean, every one scolds lar can. SENIORS, JUNIORS. LOL. such a lame thing to talk about. early in the morning too. i was like sleeping on my table when shuying cam to wake me up. apparently, due to the obsessive sleeping habit the PRCs have, we, the locals, are no longer allowed to sleep at will too. =.= stupid.

i stayed back in school to finish up the 200 word essay on "lun dian". n' it took me a good 3 hours to complete it. and FINE, i admit i wrote crap. no more high marks for zhijun. i was like stoning the whole time. it doesnt make any sense to write about the advantages about reading, cuz in my opinion everyone is like reading every single minute second of their lifes. so its just a =.= topic.

my english speech went well. fumbled abit when she was like saying the time. i kind of went "HUH?" then i was like, wth is going on? but i still got 28/30!!! one of the highest. but nope, not the highest. we saw some GROSS movie, MEET THE MEAT. ppl, go youtube and watch it if u want. but dont regret. u will seriously want to stop eating meat after watching it. apparently we have to do this essay on it, and i was like EWWWW... i was so disillusionised after watching it i was like in a sub conscious mood. the RJC movie was not bad also. some teacher scolding a prc for his tardiness, and was like verbal insulting the student. if u hear carefully, u can hear her scold the f word at him! (:

mr ang is seriously just a great teacher. if u haf him for maths chances of the whole class getting a A is damn high. HE ROCKS! (:(:

oya, the reason i cant update often is cuz my BROTHER (older) apparently got a NEW laptop. WADEVA. and he keeps pulling the internet connection out of this main computer for his OWN PERSONAL USE. WHEE.n' the fact that he is so irresponsible that he never ever puts the connection back after using it makes it even better. and he claims i am being ridiculous. WTH. one day i shall take that laptop of urs and throw it from the window down here, mind you, its the second storey!

well, have to go bathe le. then go do homework. maybe i will go over to queensway to look at pencil cases (:

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

GAHS RAHS i'm bored. now y dont u do ur homework then zhijun? cuz i dont FEEL like, thats why! i slacked like the whole day at home n' at the library. i drank Cappuccino (hot) and ate WEDGES. Cappuccino is SOOOOO nice. you all shld try it. and its cheap ok! its only $2.80!!! i normally drink it with 2 packs of sugar cubes.
before drinking i will use the wooden stirrer and scoop up the white foam of milk with cocca powder sprinkled on top of it! YUMS! sounds nice doesnt it. then go BUY(:
& wedges ROCKS too! nice and crispy. eat them while their HOT! (good advice XD)

haizz... apparently my family facing financial difficulties. cuz business is apparently so BAD. therefore i cant get the SHORTS i want. if i want, have to pay myself. but zhijun so BROKE lar can. *sobs* hahaz... but will see lar. maybe ask my aunt buy for me. XD

i need some PRO ppl to help me with my speech. i totally have no idea wad to write about.and i am going to cry le. ok lar... impossible to see zhijun cry de rite.
WRONG lor. this year is like the most number of times i have cried. zhijun is getting WEAKER as years go by. the mask she held on for so long is probably peeling and broken already. her heart is already getting more and more weak. & so is her brain. she needs a new mask. & she is creating one now.
to protect her from anything and everything (:

now hearing WHEN YOU BELIEVE. its a nice song. touching and inspirational.the singers are GOOD too (: i recommend this song to all of you XD i also recommend HIGH SCHOOL NEVER ENDS but its abit... yellow lar. i mean that word in the chorus lar. its only one word. but they repeat the chorus for so many times....so...
ya (:

had meet the parents on friday. was wishing my parents could just forget bout it.
but they still remember. at least they didnt went to see SURIA. cuz like i'm sure he will complain de lar.
"zhijun also hand in homework after others"
"zhijun doesnt listen in class, she always doodle here and there or talk to melissa"
LOL... okay lar. this year i totally dont feel like studying lar can. my PHYSIC sucks anyway. SO NOT INTERESTED. i managed to pull my parents away before they went to see the rest. so they only saw mrs tan lay yen, mr tan chuan long and mr suresh.
apparently they met him on the staircase. imagine the nice conversation they had with ppl interupting them like every 5 seconds.LOL. apparently they were walking in between them. zhijun turned BAD this year. dont ask her y. cuz she doesnt noe either.
probably cuz she is SICK of being a GOODY TWO SHOES. most probably. or because of the EMPTY feeling she gets in her guts.

she's bored but she can't sleep. probably due to the Cappuccino.

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

todae is match against NEWTOWN. apparently we underestimated them and played such a tough match.ARGH i lost.*SOBS* saw wen hui, jedidah, cheryl, patricia and sylvia. all ai tong-ers. guess i am the worst out of the aitong tt-ers. i was so god damn touched that sylvia supported me. hahaz... but still lost. nvm. i did tried my best u noe. feeling so god damn tired. going to sleep.gd nite.


i just realize how pathetically lousy i am after all.i wanna be strong. and i dun care wad price i have to pay.

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

no one understand. at least no one seem to understand.
i tried. so hard. but it didnt work. it never did.
i dun wanna look back at my life when i am 16
and find out that there are plenty of regrets.
i dun wanna look at my reflection in the mirror
and start thinking what i am doing there at that point of time.
i dun wanna look at my hands and my table tennis bat
and wonder if i had made the right decision.
i dun wanna look at my juniors
and realised how crappy my tt skills have become.
no.
i dun wanna do all this.
i wanna look back and feel GOD DAMN proud of myself.
i wanna look at my reflection and feel proud of that .
i wanna not regret anything.
i wanna be strong.

table tennis is NOT just a cca to me. its my LIFE. i dun want my LIFE to turn out to be just one big JOKE. i dun want me to end up as FOOL. a PUPPET to anyone.
its the pain. its the hurt. its the disbelief. that makes me wonder.
WHERE WAS THE TRUST AND BELIEF?

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i was crying UNCONTROLLABLY after the match against presbyterian high.guess i was just not MENTALLY prepared in being the FIRST. then i found out that this was merely ONE BIG JOKE.a joke which we have been made into FOOLS. i felt that my GOD DAMN HEART has shattered into a MILLION pieces. i felt that my HEART has been RIPPED OUT and STAMPED ON.i felt so HURT and CHEATED. the TRUST. the BELIEF. i guess that was STILL NOT ENOUGH.

i found out that you were NOT AS BAD as i thought. NO ONE noes the TRUTH anyway. & i guess it DOESNT MATTER now.

i am going to play tt for the sake of MYSELF. and not ANYONE ELSE. i am NOT going to ANYONE's PUPPET. i am NOT INTERESTED.

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Monday, March 19, 2007

wah so bored... no more homework to do and i am slacking now as tomorrow going to miss lessons so dont need to de preparation... hahaz... zhijun is just a slacker

& i dont like you anymore. i swear.

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

okay... zhijun is totally dead. i cant freaking believe the amount of homework we have. i am now going to list them and have a countdown. GOD BLESS!

- physic assg 2 [?]
- physic wkst 1 [?]
- physic wkst 2 [?]
- physic article review 1 [X]
- physic article review 2 [ ]
- maths constellation [1/2]
- maths challenging qns [ ]
- jian bao [ ]
- summary (chinese) [ ]
- chemistry assg [X]
- english speech [X]
- history essay [ ]
- music quiz [ ]

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Saturday, March 17, 2007

crapping with jennings online... decided to use back my council speech... cuz i am too brain dead to think of another one. apparently when i went to search through my old files i found out that i actually write better when i was in sec 1. what does this show? this shows that BRAINCELLS die with age. GAHS. so by the time i am 18, i am probably as dumb as a baby!!! XD

saw u online. ur expressive nick makes me wonder what happened at cca for u. but most likely i guess, it has nothing to do with me anyway. times change. and so do we.
& i still dun have the courage to double click that green man of urs.

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WAH wilson is pro de lor. he finally came online and asked a stupid qns.
wilson: who r u arh?
zhijun: zhijun (:
and poof. offline he went. obviously he blocked me. ANGRY LAR. wth.

todae when je library with sinyee to do homework. apparently not lar can. i ate chocolate ice kacang like finally....kopitiam is getting more and more pathethic lor... 2 consecutive days run out off choco., coffee and sarsi ice kacang. PRO lar rite. then i also ate you mian.... i noe i pig lar. but i cant help it. (:
then did the challenging qns for maths which were realli challenging. i was like stuck at the first part of qns 1 for half and hour. and the whole ironic thing is at the top of the paper it writes 90 mins.DAMN.pathethic shit lar.
nationals in 3 days time. i dun wanna play le lor. i play until so pathethic. it was a bad idea coming into rvtt in the first place. lets hope it doesnt get worse.

i spend my entire time waiting for you to come online. then when u do, i found out that i just dont have the courage to talk to you. IRONICAL, ain't it?

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Friday, March 16, 2007

GAWD my blog is soooo dead. WADEVA. (:
todae is the happiest training rvtt b gals ever had. cuz dear stella and peiqi are back. and sinyee was god damn happy. and i was god damn happy too for some particular reason.and everyone was just so damn HIGH!!! (: hahaz... and wilson and yangling came todae o.O abit STUNNED. cuz thought wilson at sport schl will be busy. so kind and dear of him to come back and see us. he became quite shuai lar ( not saying that he wasnt in the first place ) and he become veri SKINNY. LOLZ make me wonder if they starve him there. but he is so tall!!! i think almost same height as me liao lor. HPMH. i was taller before ok! then train train train. then found out that wilson is so quiet todae. and dear sinyee which is also my lao po went to ask coach.

conversation between 2 of them ( i got to noe this on bus 97 ):
*all conversations are translated to english

sy: eh coach. y wilson so quiet today?
coach: dunno eh. probably cuz zhijun is here.
sy: huh? u mean zhijun "dian dao" wilson arh?
coach: ?? dunno.

o.O o.O WAH my dian li so gd... hahaz. can dian junior somemore. whats more so shuai one !!!! hahaz... but i go see mirror found out got hei yan quan. then my eye become smaller eh. maybe all the dian concentrated then more power. hahaz... no lar. i dun think so lar. i think cuz i too bao li le den scare him until he dun tok. but normally i also more bao li he also will tok mah. lol maybe he not xi guan the training style. anyway if realli dian dao i gan yuan shou him as gandi. dun mind another one. XD

now trying to pia homework. and my dear desmond di di. when are we going to meet up for cid. its a 5000 word essay my dear.

now zhijun is going to try to touch her homework. she doesnt feel like it though. but does she have a choice? i guess not.

虽然有时候我想起你，可是我宁愿选择忘记。我也不希望你知道我喜欢你，因为我们不可能的。(:

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

if some ppl look at this blog i wanna say i am sorry. sorry for just making u into a 替代品. he... was just a past i cant let go of. and u came along. so i just made u into him. i am realli sorry. thank you anyway. for wad u have done (:

sometimes when i look back yupx. i will think (: think of wad i haf done. i never will sae i regret. cuz u didnt noe. its not ur fault anyway.
i still think of u (: just reminiscing....

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

impt news:
zhijun has NOT STEAD before

apparently everyone has the misconception that she has. but no no. she has not.
hahaz... just wanted to make clear of that.

todae has training. it went stupidly.wadeva.
then i found out from candy that i OWN 2d ppl other then gary.
O.o STUNNED!
hahaz.. so happy apparently i owned someone else too (:
then i heard this freaking touching lurv story from sinyee. so touched XD

至少她开始过，你却从来不知道我喜欢你。同样是学长和学妹，为什么结局要那么的不一样呢？

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

我曾经变得好傻
以为爱情就像那美丽的莲花一样
完美无缺
后知后觉
爱情是莲花中的莲子
和莲子一样苦不堪言
但应为这种苦
衬托着莲花的美
现在回想，觉得很笨
为了所谓的“popularity"
而让自己对他有所“迷恋”
一种从不存在的迷恋
更傻的是
为着迷恋伤心伤身
好不值得啊！
现在众多年轻人所谓的恋爱
根本就是一种对于自己精神上的欺骗
你真的愿意为他付出一切吗？
我不认为如此
所谓的恋爱是让自己在恋爱的世界里让自己的身份提高
所谓的恋爱也是一种因他人对你的好的一种回报而已
更加好笑的是很多人为了炫耀给朋友自己有男女朋友
可以把一个跟她没有所谓任何感情的人当做男女朋友
所以啊，不是说早恋不好
只是不要太投入把自己为了一个人弄得骈体鳞伤
爱情是玫瑰
身上永远带这刺

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

FYI : i am so in LURV with 精舞门
i noe. so outdated rite. hahaz. i lurv the meaning of this song. inspirational.
XD

预备起行头全部要带齐点名
准备跟我上街去游行
body 今天要证明
什么舞通通都搞得定
跌烂你眼镜

小老弟年轻耍酷那一丁点本领
洗耳恭听快卯起来学艺
大发善心收徒弟
想要学习皮要绷要跟我跟紧

i wanna know 你行不行
you gonna know
别怀疑你自己的本领
you gonna know 我是冠军
you gonna know we got to show
we are the word
我有一条特别了不起的神经
越跳越带劲
无师自通任督二脉畅通无比
十八般舞艺

拎拎听说你想要报名考虑
有没有那根筋我看一眼就搞定
凡事都要照规定
精舞门里什么都不浪得虚名

不能乱吃冰淇淋蒙眼睛
对待所有的敌人都尊敬
大半夜上床戴耳机
节奏当催眠的声音作梦都不停

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so tired. came back after tt training then go wash up sleep le. until 5+ then wake up lor. this whole week cannot even sleep properly. keep on having dreams. dun ask me if they were good or bad. cuz when i wake up i just forget. XD got one i remember very clearly. damn scary.kept me tossing in my bed for like 2-3hours.
todae when for training in the morning with sherry. then we train train train. then the b div boys came. then we play with jiaqiang and shaun. wth. i no face go back le lor. i 10-4 can play until lose. WTH. still wad sha shou. ppl kill me more lor. mr tan changed the schedule for tt training. we got more(:. but the weird thing is that zhijun here doesnt want to go. dunno why also. lately dun feel like going for training. i think its becoming BORING. and has no entertainment value. yupx. zhijun so bad, play tt for entertainment value. then after training went to jec with jiaqiang, shaun, dixon, sherry, and still got one senior, but i forgot his name. these rich ppl suggest go pizza hut. this is like the second time this month. so rich rite. anyway i shall write this down here. SHERRY GOH HUI TING OWES ME 16 BUCKS. hahaz.. a not i forget i will be at a huge disadvantage (:.
holiday homework enough for zhijun to row out le lor. dun wanna do. haizz my physics is crap. 6/40 ok. amazing feat. this must be what it means when zhijun finally did something to be proud of. XD

saw u again. when i dun wanna look at u, u just keep appearing. just disappear or get out of my sight.SICKENING
was this wad i was playing so hard for? just to see you?

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

Subject Score Minimum Maximum Average Ranking
AESTHETICS_MUSIC 56.0 0.0 100.0 82.06 185/195
BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE 65.6 15.6 80.8 61.31 79/207
CHEMISTRY 75.8 24.2 89.2 71.84 135/365
HIGHER CHINESE & CHINESE CULTURE 82.9 37.9 97.1 66.5 28/352
HISTORY (REVISED) 74.5 11.7 97.0 60.22 26/169
LANGUAGE ARTS (ENGLISH) 80.0 33.3 90.0 66.94 4/384
MATHEMATICS 72.3 3.0 100.0 61.55 113/384
PHYSICS 53.5 30.4 83.3 60.15 262/332
SINGAPORE & COMPARATIVE STUDIES 92.0 16.0 100.0 71.33 25/384


AESTHETICS_MUSIC C5
BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE B3
CHEMISTRY A1
HIGHER CHINESE & CHINESE CULTURE A1
HISTORY (REVISED) A1
LANGUAGE ARTS (ENGLISH) A1
MATHEMATICS A2
PHYSICS C6
SINGAPORE & COMPARATIVE STUDIES A1


L1R5 - 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 3 = 8
isit not arh. i also dunno how to count. HECK lar.

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zhijun is damn sad and angry.even though she got an average of 72.7%, her parents doesnt seem to care. y is that when i score like shit then u all scold. however, u all never once look when i finally score well. this is my first time getting over 70%. instead of like saying something bout it, u just focus on my physic. wth ok. i am like so wondering what i am studying for. FINE LAR RITE.

plus nowsaday everybody so freaking busy ok. cannot even get to train. then sae what go jurong train. PURLEASE LAR. amount of tables only 2 can. play wad shit lar. waste of time lor. go also no use one lar. i rather self train in schl can. fcuking hell, still must pester my parents for parents letter to pon netball competition. y must go in the first place lar. wasting time lor. still all sports cca. siao lar. u think rv unity arh. got potential be first. WTH.

todae did something wrong again. made me SUPER moody from 4 pm onwards. guess i am still unable to find the key to that heart of mine. but it doesnt matter anyway, since i am only hurting myself and no one else. SICK.

i haf a freaking irritating sorethroat and cough. think i got it from melissa. must be when i "cope" too much water from her le lar. anyway HAPPY BURFDAY MELISSA!!! XDno presents tomorrow. cuz zhijun too sick go buy le. will give u during holidays ok (:.

i dont noe wth has been going on ok. zhijun just wanna kill everything going her way.

if i had a chioce. i would still choose u (:

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

BORING! thats what my life has been. i want to sleep lar. i think tomorrow got CID all i want to do is sleep can. everyone agrees that u are super suai if u zhong chinese lar. FREAKING BORING. i go there i feel like banging my head on the table to keep myself awake. and having IRRESPONSIBLE group member/s do not help ok. STUPID DESMOND. u tomorrow tell jiang li urself lar. i quit being cid leader le. u be urself!


i dunno if u ever came to my blog before to see ur name repeating itself once and over again at all. but i just wanna let u noe that no matter how tired she is, she will not give up. because that is her dream!

i wonder if u noe i like u <3

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

ARGH GAHS BLAHS!!!! wad is wrong wif youtube? load so slow. ANGRY LE LAR!!!! i want hua yang shao nianshao nv to load faster. its the last episode le lar. i wanna see my wu zun. XD and NO. there is no rubber inside or jie yan!! (: hahaz.... but wu zun also not bad. GAHS! haven see finish lar. but must go sleep le. i miss out on damn lots of sleep. now must sleep more. think that history got alot of homework. but ZHIJUN has just decided to SLEEP (: !!!

Breaking the Habit!

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this thing is just so beautiful and nice. and look at the spin ppl. I AM SO TOTALLY IN LURV WITH IT.

ITS MY FIRST LOVE, SECOND LOVE EVERY LOVE.
ITS MY SWEETHEART.

hahaz... zhijun getting bonkers le. but RUBBER IS JUST SO FREAKING COOL.
ppl like antonio, dixon, JIE YAN, and almost every guy plays it. and i want to play too (: !!!! i dun care ppl. zhijun is going to be the future RUBBER PRO (:

Breaking the Habit!