Tuesday, February 13, 2007

ok... i shall update or yangling will come spam my taggie for me to update. XD
played my proudest match yesterday, ppl. to those who did'nt come to watch it, well, its ur lost! (: i lost to Fuhua china person by 3-1. well i could have won, but i dunno why too? my legs just froze there, unable to move. Maybe too nervous le bah? then against bukit view! OMG, damn nice can. they say i was damn shuai during that match... of cuz i am alwaes so shuai (er hum).back to the main point. when i saw lala lost the first match by so match i panic like mad. i was already thinking of giving up. n i was damn scared. then sinyee and carmen looked like they were losing too... and i was even more scared. then coach asked me go out warm out. i took a deep breath and went out to warm out. then when i came in... i was so god damn surprised that we were leading!!!(: and we were winning too(:! we won the first doubles. then a thought struck me. i am not going to give up cuz we still had a chance of winning. and i am not going to let my team down. even if i lost, i want it to be the best match i ever had. and so i did. after a very gruelling struggle of 3-2, i have finally won!!! WHOOTS! my god, felt like crying then. wad a nice sence at that point of time! so damn happy!!! :D and i found out later that was their strongest singles!!! FREAKING HAPPY! i felt so proud of myself. i actually finally undertsood y i was playing tt for, and it was exactly for this huge sense and sastifaction. i would like to thank my team mates, cuz without them, i wouldnt have even manage to win. and of cuz, coach and YANGLING (ur name is soo big)_ for their guidance and those seniors who came back to see us play and edmund and kahan and supporters who came. THANK YOU (:

Breaking the Habit!