Saturday, February 03, 2007

my father just asked me a question:"why are u making such a big hooha over a box?"
n it just strucked me, yeah y?
am i just trying to prove to myself that i can do it or am i just trying to make a statement to the class? when haf i become someone who haf to fight for attention? its not me anymore ain't it. nvm. since the BOX is already done, i am proud of myself!! (: i shall live in low detail from now on. i just want to be normal. just normal. is that so difficult? perhaps being in a new class gives me a feeling of insercurites. a feeling of wanting to be accepted. i shld watch myself from now on. or things could get worse.

Breaking the Habit!