Tuesday, January 30, 2007

this is my 100th post
WHOOTS so happy for myself (SO RANDOM)

had training today which was not very succesful.it ended up like alwaes with me getting pissed off at everybody and just walking off alone. i can't stand it anymore. what i want to do now is to throw my bat and leave. tt is no longer an enjoyment, its a burden. & whats more i alwaes get to find things that PISSES me off. FCUK! my STUPID spine is giving me up and my DAMN knee is HURTING form this stupid PRACTICES. i'm sick and tired of it okay. i dun see the reason in getting ur whole body and mind twisted for something that makes me PISSED off. RIGHT? Man, i don't act like this when there is no training ok. I don't understand y i am alwaes so FCUKING pissed off whenever there is training. GOD BLESS, i wonder how ppl can stand me. JUST kick me OUT of the TEAM, will you? I dun realli care anyway. The next thing u noe, i could have an appointment with the school counsellor for beating up too much ppl to relieve my anger.

ZHIJUN is in a SAD mood todae. WHY?
this is why. i shall explain it in a simple mathematical equation. A is unhappy as A don't want to play anymore - this also includes other reasons. B wants A to play cuz they NEED A - what a superficial reason. C told A to just play and made A unhappy and pissed off with B and C. In conclusion, ( M = gradient of A's anger)
A+B+C = undefined m.
A-B-C = 0m
LOL, THIS IS SO RANDOM!

Breaking the Habit!