Friday, January 26, 2007

i told myself once, if sacrifing something can get what u want, i dont mind.
it turns out that i mind. ALOT
some things dont change becuz u want them not to
we just got to live with it. RIGHT?
yuppxx. zhijun here is going to forget about everything that made her sad): and be a happy gal all over again XD

however about tt. i noe wad u r trying to do. u want to give me a chance. a chance to play. i noe.
but i am not ready to accept it. i'm sorry yangling. i noe i disappointed u. i noe u wanted me to make u proud. Guess i failed. tt ppl. pls dont place hopes on me. i really dun want play anymore. the more i think of it the more i duno what i am playing for. i'm sorry.

about ppl who make me sad. SHOO! get away from my side. that means u and U!(: Get it! i dun wanna be in a bad and grumpy mood all over again becuz of U! HATE u PPL! .\/. if ppl could just disintergrate from my sight. HAIZ!!!

WHATS UP?
hahaz... we have 3 2d ppl in cid in a grp!!! guess who? the GAN family (:! kill us ppl. but we did it! XD so happy to be in the grp with wanting... with her designing stuff becomes so easy! just that probably our grp lacks some hardworking ppl...!!! yupxx other then that ZHIJUN is HAPPY! (:

3 Caution is ok...!! we have some extremly TALENTED ppl. THAT means ME XD! hahaz. the PRCs are so talented. can u believed it that like almost all of them have music background, can draw like pro-s and have excellent mathematical skills. GOD BLESS! I FEEL THE STRESS COMING!! (: rosemary piano skills rock! cant even see her pressing the keys, everything is BLUR!!! and she graduated from piano ALREADY. they have like grade 10 in china like singapore's diplomat and she finished the ENTIRE thing!! OMGZ! and i used to thing that jennings was pro!!! XD althought probably i think that our notice board could be improved. no offence to any welfare ppl... i just have high standards cuz i design 2d notice board. sorry bout that.

another thing is that zhijun's house is FLOODED with her homework. ARGH! drowning in them already. FIRST time in my life got like so much homework PER DAY! *pulling hairs out* CANT BELIEVE IT! pratically doing homework till late night 12+ ( hahaz...that's cuz zhijun started only at 9 and she was doing it while WATCHING TV! blah XD) < SLACKER

WHOOTS! got WANTING pressie. thanks gan mei mei. KIWI chocolates. ( not HIS dog. WADEVA! SHOO!) when she gave it to me it melted a TINIEE WEENIE BIT!! and zhijun put it in the ICEY COLD FREEZER! haven ate it yet but will eat one! (: GARY GU! where is my present? LOST IT already, didn't you! hmph, i want it NOW!!! XD *better remeber give it to
me, k! ) Xp

POOR zhijun just washed her school shoes, tt shoes and shoebag. it took me ONE hour!! my back hurts alot too.....!!! *sobs* this year, been feeling alot of knee pain and back pain... hope that nothing is wrong. *cross fingers*

gonna go row out of my homework now. TATA ppl XD

Breaking the Habit!