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Sunday, December 31, 2006

LALALAS... its going to be 2007!!! Xd
had quite alot of realisations this month
quite shocked especially when truth comes knocking
Haizz.. but as they alwaes say, " the truth alwaes hurts" XD

top 10 things i realised this year(2006):
1) i haf a very bad temper
2) i am extremly straight forward
3) i dun really care what others think (self-centered)
4) i am arrogant
5) i am actually quite ugly... (haizz, this can't be help)
6) i spent loads of money without blinking
7) i haf a "qian bian" face ( i can't help that, though)
8) i haf been very rude to seniors this year
9) i dun really give a damn about impt things
10 ) i am just plain selfish

GAHS. no wonder no one likes me. well. i dun really noe wad to say.

top 10 things that i wanna achieve next year(2007):
1) get sliver award for south zone table tennis
2) top 8 in singapore!!! XD
3) good results (:
4) rectify whatever big mistakes i had made before
5) changed my attidute
6) get along with my classmates for once
7) have nice hand writing
8) become more pretty ( lols.. wishful thinking)
9) have great friends
10) memorise chinese shakespear!!! (this guy rocks, truely)

WELL... not exactly impossible! nothing is impossible i guess (:
somthing from 微笑pasta that is going to be my life motto from now on
勇往直前,排除万难。
笑一笑没有什么事情过不了的。

jiayou zhijun!!! (:

7:07 AM


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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

firstly i am veri sorry to those whom i scolded this holiday
esp. shibin
i'm realli sorry
its getting more and more difficult to control myself
my temper just flare up for nothing
i duno y also
everything can make me flare up
and i just feel like killing ppl...
so advice of the day: stay out of my way...
DANGER! i may just kill u one day...

5:49 AM


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Saturday, December 23, 2006

lalalas... went singapore table tennis association n found this pics


dickson twin, xcept he is stronger XD
who: clarence lee ( gay name) singapore team

this guy looks like some chinese actor... nice hair style though XD

who: ma minglu, singapore team


1:05 AM


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so sickening...
went to look at some aitong ppl blogs..
damn... extremly sickening
i look terrible compared to them
haizz...
all chio bus le...
zi bei arh...
y like that ne?

12:40 AM


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Friday, December 22, 2006

when i saw u the other day
i realised the amount of lies i haf told myself
its all too late, i guess
wad if i told u i missed u
wad if i told u i haf never forgotten
wad if i told u wad i said were lies
wad if i told i want to see u again
wad if i told u i'm sorry
wad if i told u i didnt mean it
its too late now....
but i guess its better this way.
lets just try to forget.
even though i noe i will never will.
lets hope we never meet again another time.
lets hope time will just wash everything away...
i'm sorry for everything i haf missed and given up

5:34 AM


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Thursday, December 21, 2006

i'm tired. sick.
dun feel like playing anymore.
haizz..
i just want to throw in the towel.
give up and say goodbye.
...

3:11 AM


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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

lalalalalas...
i'm BACK!!! :)
hahaz... after going for tt chalet, then training then back to class chalet then to escape!!
i feel so tired but heys. i cant sleep!!! XD LOLS
i shall now blog about my exciting life over there.
firstly i would like to state that both of the chalets were my first!
yups. so lets start with tt chalet.

TT CHALET
i went on the second day. cuz go with class chalet first day! :)
first trip:
me and jenns went to give the seniors/juniors their pressies.
open the door and STUNNED!
complete gambling den.
the pace was damn quiet except for the gambling ppl.
sinyee and some juniors were sleeping.
then some of the senior SENIORS were just slacking around
then suddenly xuan wei/kai (oops cant remember which one) stood up and look into the mirror make his hair ( which means i was standing beside him)
then i STUNNED!
then jenns stunned.
then we decided to just put the things down and RUN!!! XD
yupxx. finally got out. :)
we got out so fast i didnt manage to see who was there :)
then back to class chalet.
**skip this class chalet part.**
went eating with kwan ling, pei qi, sinyee and two juniors (forget le)
then we crap alot....
they look extremly tired...then we crap crap crap... then i go their chalet to crap more wif them
then go back class chalet. help bbq
then help tt chalet bbq some food.
then go tt chalet bathe cuz class chalet everybody bathing. (it kept raining all day long)
then went back class chalet.
then quite late around 2 plus then go eat with sinyee
then go back tt chalet
then go sleep abit there
then go back class chalet.
then around 10+ in the morning join the tt ppl go for training
the whole journey i was sleeping through my mind...
then training iwas veri mei you xing qing
yups... thats the end.
abit regretful cuz i didnt interact alot with the seniors... yups.
next time must interact more...XD

CLASS CHALET
reach there then went over to tt chalet.
then came back.
LOL.
help with the bbq.
mainly my job was to hold the umbrella.
lol
it was raining hard. damn hard.
yupxx. ate two chicken wings and alot of prawns :)
then we see tv.
then i tried to sleep. unseccusfully(wrong spel.)
they were blaring music. seeing tv. playing mahjong and taiti at the same time
then went walk walk
**skip this part**
then when i finall y was wide awake was at 3.45 i think
then got alot of "er hum" interesting pictures to take.
yupxx.. then tried sleeping again.
then at 4 going to 5+
wake up the go to tt chalet.
then the rest go beach see sunrise
then i come back
nobody except gary there and some gals
then i go sleep
then sleep until 7+
they come back.
then we see lame shows like barney and the dunno wad show is that called.
then i go tt training.

THEN:
come back from tt training.
went to chalet.
eat cup noodles
play xbox. or at least tried to.
then see tv. then sleep.
then wake up.
then go eat food.
then go play escape then go home.
END OF STORY!
:)

2:43 AM


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Saturday, December 16, 2006

WTF the fuck the fuck.
he made me stand there from 9 to 7 and then "cope" half my pay
wtf
fuck him.
say wad rules and regulation.
PURLEASE lah
i want buy shoebag one k
damn damn damn
40 bucks
and there goes 20
FUCKERS!!!
shld have never done it
PISSED

3:22 AM


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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Name:: zhijun

Age:: 14years old

Location:: somewhere in singapore

Height:: shld be 1.63

Weight:: around 47 to 48kg? (i noe i'm fat)

Eye color:: brown

Nationality:: Singaporean

Natural Hair Color:: brownish gold

Style:: depends

Dye hair:: want to.

Contacts/Glasses:: glasses

Schooling:: rvhs

Ambition:: dunno

Job:: student

Tattoos:: none

Piercings: nope.

Tattoos You Want:: none

Piercings You Want:: another one on my ear XD

DOB:: 9/08/92

Boyfriend/Girlfriend:: duno ( none of ur buissiness anyway XD)

Siblings:: 2 bro 1 sis

INTEREST

What Do You Do For Fun:: watch youtube, play tt

Any Hobbies:: playing tt

Do You Collect Anything:: yupx. angels ornaments.

What Do You Do When You Hang Out With Friends?:: tok. eat.

Do Watch Tv:: not that much. youtube more

Fav Shows:: nope

Do You Listen To Music:: DUH

Favourite Bands:: at this moment is fei lun hai and k one

Favourite Songs:: alot

Do You Watch Movies?:: yups. but not often

Favourite Movies:: none

Prefer to Rent or Theater::theater.

Favourite Actors:: dunno

Favourite Actresses:: dunno.

Do You Watch Cartoons?:: yah.

Favourite Cartoons:: i just watch. dun really care bout their "type"

Do you like Anime:: ya

What Are Your Favourites?:: shaman king, hua yang shao nian shao nv

Do You Like Sports:: yupxx except for running

What Are Your Favourites:: tt, badminton, netball

Do You Read:: yeah

Favourite Books:: too many

Do You PLay Video Games:: no

Favourited:: no

How Often Do You Go On The Internet:: every single day when my bro not using com

Any Favourite Webbies:youtube

Relationship.

Do You Have Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Lover/Husband/Wife:: dunno

What's Their Name:: NOYB

How Did You Meet:: arh... y shld i tell u

How Long How You Been Together:: not very recently

How Long Do You Want It To Last:: dunno

What Do You See In Your Future:: this thing is lame. =.=

How Far Have You Gone With Them:: lame.

Are You In Love With Them:: lame

Best Memories With Them:: lame

What Do You Love Most Bout Them::lame

Do You Trust Them:: lame

Do You Think You Will Someday Marry Them:: lame

FRIENDS

Do You Have a Best Friend:: yupx

What's Their Name:: Sinyee, wanting, sherry.

Who Are Your Close Friends:: a lot bah

Do You Have Any Online Friends::yups

Who Are Your Closest Online Friends::sinyee sherry

What Friends Can You Talk to Bout Everything:: zhengyang that grp?

What friends are most like you:sherry

do you have many friends or just a few?: quite alot

do you want more friends?: would be gd

what do you like to do with your friends?: wat shop tok

where do you like to go with your friends?: where they want to go

FAMILY

Do You Get Along With Your Parents:: ok

Are They Still Married:: =.= dun curse my parents

Do You Listen To What They Say:: not always. unless i think they make sense

Are You Close With Them:: ok

Are They Good Parents:: ok lah

Siblings:: 2 bro and 1 sis

How Old Are They:: 17,15,11

Do You Get Along WIth Them:: not always

FAVOURITE

Colours:: black. lime green.

Food:: anything as long as its edible

Drink:: ice blended coffee ( any type of it )

Time Of The Day:: around 1+ in the afternoon, more awake at that poin tof time

Day of The Week:: friday.

Season:: winter

MOnth:: january. alot of hoildays

Restaurant:: as long as there is food. i will go

Stores:: same

Brands:: erm... pure milk, billabong, op.... so on and so fourth

Magazines:: teens? u zhou kan?

Pieces Of CLothings:: ??

Piece of Jewelry:: hmm... watches and necklaces.


4:45 AM


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Monday, December 04, 2006

can't stand it !!!
y cant guys just have more fashion sense. Damn!
cant believe it.
URGH! this does not points to my second brother.
maybe my first. LOL XP

What i think a guy's wardrobe must have!
PS: you might not agree with me!
1) a jacket
mainly white or black. easiest colour to match. classy and simple.
best is simple design. complicated ones are only good when you are wearing simple clothes without any patterns, in other words, plain.
what for: xtra accessorie. for multi changing purposes. add ons.

2) a good pair of jeans
either light or dark. best if have both. shirt colour to match easier.
what i mean by good is not those kind like beggar one. hole here hole there. can be simple, classic design. or shadings.

3)a collar shirt/blouse type (buttons)
depends on the guy's skin colour or mood that day for color.also dependent on the other accessorie colour/design. mainly design must be complicated. MUST BE short sleeve. NO polo tees. (if formal, meaning not going for chalet/holiday type) buttons all the way down.
what for: classy, stylish. if for going on dates: perfect.

4) those hook accesories. those worn at the pants. hook one hook then got string like thing all the way to the other hook. if u get what i mean.
why: not neccesary. but completes one looks. show off one style. (chain,string...) yupxx

5) necklace. not those girly types. PURLEASE. lol. those cool funky types.
show off style. dependent of one's taste.

6) watch.
pls dun say those ah per watch. those gold sliver straps. PURLEASE. something funky. mordern

7) cap.
not necessary. again dependent on what you r wearing. design: complicated simple, dependent. must be punk and cool! :)

8) others. like u noe bracelet stuff. but depends lar. also earrings!!!! XD

THATS ALL. freaking simple. and so little ppl get it.
ohya. haf ur hair cut by a professional for once. it helps. trust me :D

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