Tuesday, November 28, 2006

莎士比亚说过：“ 人们可支配自己的命运，若我们受制於人，那错不在命运，而在我们自己! ”
hahaz... i totally lurv this quote.
i think its very true eh.
so i will follow my belief in this quote.
JIAYOU! :)

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Monday, November 27, 2006

i am enjoying and lurving tt more and more every moment!!!
WHOOTS!
QUOTE: " in the harsh wrold only the best will survive."
see that
so i will be the best then!!!
LOL!
but zhijun here is not joking de worhs!!! :)
i wanna be the BEST!
homework...
haven touch any yet
lol still dont feel like touching.
bad gurlXD
but i will jiayou k

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Thursday, November 23, 2006

i'm sorry
k i said it
damn
today was the worst day of my life
scolded the f word like a gazillion times?
okay.
its my fault that i have serious attitude problem.
it's my fault for shouting at you.
it's my damn fault for not listening.
fine.
i agree
damnation.
it's my fault.
but have u listened?
NO.
if u haf just listen.
the ending could have been different.
anyway the main point is to say sorry and i haf done that

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

todae, i cried.
okay lar. not really cry lar. just that the tears kept flowing down.
cuz i did something wrong. very wrong.
in the end ALOT of ppl were affected.
and it was something that was very impt.
i just felt like i was guilty.
feeling so happy when i beat them.
if i knew. seriously. i will just lose.
how can he do dat. its freaking inhuman.
wad haf i done?
i just destroyed the future for them.
wtf.
i think the four letter word was one of the most said today.
wtf.wtf.wtf.wtf.

okay. except for that. the funny thing is watching the SCs dance.
must shake butts one.
so i said.
last year call sundance.
this year call buttdance. LOL XD
okay. number 14 was like excellent in shaking his butt. or the entire hips
the whole thing was like swaying. LOL
then zhixiang! WOOTS!
the GALS said he had the most excellent butt shaking. LIKE GAL LIKE THAT!! :)
then also got a few er-hum "familiar" ppl.
2domers sc.
LOL! super funny!!!!



after today. i seriously feel like slapping myself.
wake up zhijun!!!!
wad haf u done?
the very inspiring talk caoch gave today
ALMOST made me cry.
DAMN!
okay. wad he said was damn true.
but F**K!
its not easy k.

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Monday, November 20, 2006

this was ripped form sinyee(TOH) blog

1. Single, taken or crushing?

hmm... crushing... inoue!!! lols...shld be single lar.. more apoperiateCspelling?)

2. Are you happy with your life now?

yes and no. i am happy that i am alive but my life now is pathetically boring.

3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?

that will depend on how rite the person is. actually no. becuz i heard that there is more then one right person.(jkjk)

4. Have you had your heart broken?

nope. becuz its normally the other way round... unless u consider inoue, but thats a different story. cuz i haven profess to him and i doubt he will understand...

5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating in love is acceptable?

depends. i feel that it also depends on ur state of mind at that point of time. maybe u were really like pissed... then obviously it will be unaccpetable. im my case then most of the time since i am not in the right state of mind, it will most likely be unaccpetable.

6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?

actually that will depend on like i say the right state of mind. most likely i will just ask him to shut his mouth up.

7. Have you talked to another person about marriage before?

nope. y shld i?

8. Do you want children?

i only want the cute type.

10. Would you consider adoption?

adoption is something that everyone shld opt for as it makes this world a much better place and in another way u would be giving a better future to one of the kids out there. so y not?

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think to let you know how him/her feelings?

i seriously doubt anyone likes me now. but anyway hints. ya, give those huge one. cuz i quite chi dun in this kind of things...

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?

no experience. n i dun plan to.

13. Be honest. What did you and your ex do?

if i have a ex in the first place.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?

yes. but that will be quite hard. for eg inoue. not lurv but admiration.ya. so u haf to be seriously cute and speak another language. or i will probably be turned off by ur poor language standard.XD

15. Are you romantic?

i duno. no exp.

16. Do you believe you can change someone?

no. i believe that only that person can change himself/herself.

17. If you could marry somewhere. Where would it be?

paris? rome? lol. i duno. only noe they have nice churches over there.

18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting?

no. seriously. u think i will give in. i might if i was in the wrong. but other then that impossible.

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?

nope. unless u count inoue and that cute guy in chong shang yun xiao, that haocong (donald) guy!!

20. Have you ever wished you could have someone but you messed it up?

well. i didnt mess it up. someone else did it for me.

21. Have you broken a heart?

yupxx. waddoyathink?

22. On the day if your bestfriend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with.

i seriously think that that will depend on who the guy choose. ya. but i might give up. cuz its not worth it believe me. had exp.

23. Are you missing someone right now?

yes. my gandi, my ganmei(S), 2d, playing tt, sherry, rvtt LOLS

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Friday, November 17, 2006

hey people...!!!
everybody back from nz liao
lol.... impt news to des and sy
get probs as fast as u can or tantan will come after me... lol
k
shall blog bout yesterday
went to waseda shibuya senior high school
woots! SHUAI GE
okay lar... to seniors is shuai
i think is more of cute
lol
saw inoue and tachibana
inoue haven graduate yet
but i think he got gf
cuz he play half way then wave to this very chio jap girl
and they were like very happy...
whoots
but u noe they really very compatible
and yeah! i got to shake his hand!!!
betcha you are jealous!!!
cuz play doubles with him! :D
i was the first one to reconginse him
we were stroking then i was like OMG
isnt that inoue!!!
then shibin was like err...not sure eh
then immediately go tell the rest
and stella finally got to pronouce her love to him
lol...jkjk doubt he would understand anyway
oh... haven talk bout tachibana ...
that is shibin "brother"
hahaz.. he not bad also lah... but INOUE!!!
thats the main dish...*drooling...
k...stole this pic from stella blog..shall credit it or she might come after me



that's inoue!!
oman isnt he cute?

hahaz... stella said in her blog cuz she felt she look terrible... so gone is her face

i seriously feel that he is very cute.... y cant 1/3 of RV boys population look like him instead of having like none?? i mean that will actually make going to school worth it right?

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Monday, November 06, 2006

once i had a very good friend
her name was lian ping
to me she was everything
i couldnt continue my life without her
becuz she became so important to me that i felt that i was one with her
once (i hoped) she had felt the same way towards me
then she started to change
her friendship changed direction
and started to blow with another wind in another course
her name was jengyi
jengyi...
someone who was always a threat to me
no matter wad
i had a feeling she was competiting with me
art, something that once was my favourite subject
something that i was best at
she took it all away from me
everything
even studies
everytime i won her in another subject
she made sure i would lose to her the next time
and she will boast in front of me
she changed
once she was not like that
she acted very pitiful in front of lian ping
trying to win over wadeva lianping still held from me
and she did it
now i no longer hold any connection with 6c
becuz wad i once trusted most left me
alone...
making use of the time i was in usa
jeng yi manage to completely bring her over to her side
so much that when we got our results back
lianping first person to ask to what school u will be going to was her
not me
in fact if i am not wrong she seemed to completely forget my existence
she changed
the person i once thought i knew most suddenly became unfamiliar to me
at that point of time all i felt was a sense of betrayal
and a huge sharp pang in heart
last year
6c reniunion
i didnt want to go
but something told me i will regret if i didnt
so even though i was dead tired
i drag myself to ang mo kio
and deeply regreted when i reached there
becuz wad lian ping and jengyi wore were like couple clothes
obviously something they had agreed on earlier
becuz they wore jeans
jeans
to a bbq
and poor lonely me could only tok to meizhen
i feel tired just having the thought of going to aitong
becuz i dunno wad to expect
to see her boasting face in mine?
to feel that healed scar in my heart tear up again?
i dunno
in fact from the start i dun even noe wad i had done wrong
y am i the one stuck with this feeling
y
when the feelings i gave were the most pure and true of them all
why?

Breaking the Habit!

Saturday, November 04, 2006

this is one of my favourites
its very simple but i like the tune

Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby
Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby
Baby, Ooh, I'm so glad

I will never find another lover
Sweeter than you
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover
More precious than you
More precious than you

Girl you are
Close to me, like my mother
Close to me, like my father
Close to me, like my sister
Close to me, like my brother
You are the only one, my everything
And for you this song I sing, and

CHORUS

All my life
I prayed for someone like you, baby
And I thank God that I
That I finally found you

All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said, you're all that I'm thinking of
Baby
Said I promise to never
Fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinking of
I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love
I cherish every hug
I really love you so much, baby, baby, baby

CHORUS

You're all that I ever know
When you smile on my face
All I see is a glow
You turn my life around
You picked me up when I was down

You're all that I ever know
When you smile my face glows
You picked me up when I was down

You're all that I ever know
When you smile my face glows
You picked me up when I was down

And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you
Do love me too

CHORUS(2)

All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I
That I finally found you

All my life
I prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

CHORUS(2) (repeat 2x)

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haizz
sianx
dunno wad to do
train like mad for tt
the coach keep scolding lol
haizz
anyway
got chance see shuai ge le
haizz
only enjoyment in my life
we going to the wad senior washibuya school thing
its that the school as xinyi jap buddy
WHOOTS
inoue WHOOTS
heard he graduated liao
haizz nvm
旧的不去新的不来吗
maybe the newbies 帅er by 100%
whoots
haizz but this time zoey going
focus on her liao
she so chio lor
....
wilson shld be going too...
think so ....
ya shuai ge ...

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