Saturday, October 28, 2006

this is something i wanna say to my friends
this r ppl in some way made a very big and important change in my life
but i kind of took them for granted

firstly wanting
when i first saw u in sec 1
i really wanted you to be my friend
u had something special in u
that attracted me to u
u were always very kind and generous
u never scolded me or ignore me whenever i did things that may hurt u
and when i always take u for granted
u still stood beside me
when someone came along and gave me a hint on what i was doing
i felt very guilty
i felt that i had made use of u
i tried to made it up to u
i tried being a gd friend
i'm sorry
if u still feel that i am taking you for granted
becuz i dun really noe how to be a gd friend
but believe me
i have tried
and for the rest of my life
i hope and wish that we can be friends forever
forever and ever
so when we meet again in school
we will stil have that unbreakable bond between us
can we?

secondly sinyee
firstly thankyou for always standing beside me
u have made a big difference in my life
u made me see how selfish i had been the past years
u somehow made me see the light
whenever i was bored
u were there to cheer me up
whenever i was down
u tried means to make me happy
i remember tan kah kee
i remember when there was a period i couldnt make it
u went to do the box urself
and did almost the whole thing
i however didnt really do anything at all
but still shared the glory with u
so i want to thank you for being my friend no matter how selfish i was
similary, like the same for wanting
i somehow took u for granted as well
so sorry for treating all of u like that
very sorry

thirdly desmond
my official gandi
u noe why i choose u to be my gandi
becuz at that point of time when u were sitting behind me and louisa
u were really like a little boy
u were very innocent and maybe a bit cute
but mostly becuz i felt something in u that i dont see in others
so u became my gandi
i noe u r not happy with me calling u gandi
but bear wif it...since we might not see each other again
i'm sorry if i made u unhappy
really sorry
but if u ever feel very messed up
ganjie will be here
u have changed from those days
no longer simling every moment
but u r still my gandi
no matter what
try to open up
and not keep everything to urself
u changed my life
u made me see that i was the only important person
in a way, u made me see others
not from the rear view mirror
but from the side view
u taught me to care for others
and being happy was the main point in life
so thank you
and jiayou for wad eva u choose
whether we can be in the same class doesnt matter
wad matters is that u r happy
from the bottom of ur heart

fourthly zhengyang
haizz...zenyang arh
u were like my elder brother
giving me alot of advice on a lot of things
u were also a gd friend
u let me beat u when i was down
with no complains
thank you
about ur very messy gb relationship
i advice u to sort u out
u may in the end find out who is the one u really like
u changed my life in a very big way
maybe u never ever realise
but u were probably one of the only ppl i can open myself to
even though sometimes the advice u gave were shit
but at least u cared
and u were always there
u taught me to think simply
and not to always complicate things up
u taught me that some things cannot be always kept to urself
and opening up will make u happier
during my sc season
u were there to help no matter wad
like the senior's farewell
when everything was in a mess
u help sort things out just like that
thankyou... maybe this will be the last time we share memories like that together
but i wanna say that y dun u try for next season sc
i think u can do it
i might be trying to
then we can all go back to our beloved pb :')

jennings
u noe i'm really gonna miss you when u go
in tt or in class
u helped me no matter wad
when i pester u for those maths solutions
u were quite irritated but u still help anyway
u cheered my life up
u taught me that life was just like that
so we should make full use of everything we can do
i once was very envious of you
becuz u could do all maths questions and science questions without a sweat
while i will be struggling like mad
but u made me realised
that everyone had different strengths
when u knew bout my history results
u were not envious (i hope, maybe u were?)
but i could see that u congratulate me from the bottom of ur heart
sincerly
no like others
jennings
u will miss me rite?
no matter what next time if we meet again on the streets on wadeva
just a simple nod or "hi"
will make me feel that u still remember me
so remember to do so ...


all this ppl made a HUGE difference in my life
of cuz there were many others
but these ppl are ppl who i always took for granted
so now i wanna say thank you and sorry
no matter what happen next
i will still be ur friend
no mater how or what :')

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