Monday, August 28, 2006

so i asked for this didnt i
having such a stupid idea to have a skit
thinking that the class is bonded enough to show the whole school
but what do you noe.
i was wrong
stupid me just thought that everyone will just cooperate
WAKE UP ZHI JUN
NOT EVERYONE WILL COOPERATE
YOU CAN ONLY BLAME YOURSELF FOR BEING SO FOOLISH
ya, foolish me
sacrficing my time, my studies for this skit
wad did i get?
NOTHING
i get scolded for being lame enough to sign us up
i get scolded for changing the damn script
i get scolded when you all couldnt memorise the script
i get scolded when i beg you all to rehearse once more
YOU ALL TALK BEHIND MY BACK
DUN THINK I DUNNO
"YOU SEE, ZHIJUN ANGRY AGAIN.
SHE VERY UNREASONABLE ONE. ANYTHING LITTLE THING SHE WILL BE ANGRY'
EXCUSE ME!
SO SORRY TO INFORM THAT MS ZHIJUN WAS NOT ANGRY!
i was just scolding myself for being so foolish to have dreams that WE CANNOT ACHIEVE
i was just feeling the disappointment i had in 2D
i was just trying to keep my tears from falling
i was just finally understand my foolishness

You all say that you have exams to study for
you all are very busy and this skit is lame
your computer games at home are more important
HELLO
i am no SUPERWOMAN okay.
dun i have exams too?
i also want my free time
do u think i want to spend the entire day just doing this stupid piece of crap
THE WHOLE SCRIPT WAS WRITTEN BY ME
the amount of time i did to amend it and write it
the time that i sacrifce in order to do this
the marks that i sacrifice
while you are just happily continuing playing your computer games.

you noe what, dun bother coming to say sorry to me or to any other 2d members who were there when they were supposed to be
becuz SORRY doesnt mean anything
EXCUSES doesnt mean anything
so you say sorry
when u say that
the only thing i feel like doing is to punch you in the face
SORRY
is a word that brings disappointment in anyone
SORRY
shows that you dun really feel that you are wrong
AND WHY IS THAT SO?
BECUZ SORRY IS JUST A WORD
EVER HEARD OF ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS
you feel sorry then you prove it

i seriously feel my mistake in signing us up for this
i remember how happy we were when we knew we got in
i remember how we swore that we will prove to the school how united 2d is
but wad do i get now
STUPID PIECE OF SHIT
as the wise always say
learn from your mistake and never repeat them again
2d should never ever join things like that again
becuz all we always get are EMPTY PROMISES
PROMISES DAT DONT MEAN ANY SHIT

i really am getting enough of this,
me and the foolish idea
wad was i thinking about?
u noe wad,
I QUIT
i dun wanna do this anymore
SAY THAT I AM IRRESPONSIBLE WILL YOU
fine i am irresponsible
and y becuz you all will not cooperate
i dunno really care how F***ing irresponsble i am now okay
without my main actors i have nothing
absulotely nothing
u all just dun sense the importance of this
u all just take it as a burden
a useless burden
FINE!
u all will settle it yourselves then
becuz I
cant take it anymore
I
dun wish to cry again becuz of this
I
dun wish to feel the stupid idiotic disappointment i am feeling now
SO
I QUIT!

* you all only applies to "SOME" of the skit members

Breaking the Habit!