Saturday, August 12, 2006

i keep thinking about that time
i told him all my gandi are all cute and lovable ppl
ppl like him will not get a chance to
only privileged ones...
he said at least i am shuaier then ur gandi-s rite
i *puked* and said like real
u r even worse than them
u scolded me saying that i was no better
so ugly also want to comment on others....
at that point of time i knew
i knew how i was in ur heart
i was just an ugly girl with no limits
i was just someone who was normal... extremly normal
so normal that i was ugly... or maybe i was in the first place
that's when i knew it was useless
i tried to change
but nothing works... that image of me will stay forvever
that ugly image
i realli want to give up now
i am sick of everything
I HATE YOU
i realli dunno wad made me like u in the first place
u were a person even uglier than my brother
u were a person with a worse character than my sister
I HATE YOU
becuz of u i lost everything
my self confidence
i dunno wad to do
i dunno wad to say
i hesistate in everything i do
becuz of u
u made my world crash down
with just one word, one sentence, one moment
u made my world tumble
i dunno whether to laugh or to cry
to finally noe what a idiot i am
to just be ugly

Breaking the Habit!