Tuesday, August 15, 2006

haizz... nowsaday so very sianz
got alot of test coming up
i think that the quarrell between me and jon has gotten worse
i decided to go for the worse
beside blaming him for everything that is wrong
i shall also scold me whenever i see him even near my stuff
eg. my table
but i think he is retaliating
haizz... who cares
i really hate him this much ( hatez.. ... .... .... ... ... 1000% )
i dunno why everytime i think of the sc investiture i realli feel like crying
i kinda feel lost
i feel that i shld belong there but y am i here
yet sometimes i have been constantly reminded that it was my own fault that i am not in the council
i realli want to be back in it again
i feel very wierd feeling outside
not being inside
i see ppl getting blazers
i was thinking that shld have been mine
i realli feel like crying
especially after weiguo's note to me
i feel that i have let everyone down
i feel that i have made the wrong decision
they really wanted me to continue
they all thought i was kicked out
they were so mad about it until they knew that i left on my own accord
have i made the right choice?

Breaking the Habit!