Monday, May 11, 2009

PPL MY BLOG HAS MOVED!!!
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

orientation sucked. LOL ok i'm lying. it's not bad. mass dance was not bad. the activities were not bad. class facs were not bad. LOL my life is filled with NOT BADS. haha. however, the part i hated most was the running around part. & the part where i got sunburned just after the first day! well, what can i say, i have very very very very very very tender and WHITE skin. haha! & my god, my whole body feels like its falling apart and everytime i start sneezing my stomach muscles hurt like mad and i will break the sneeze halfway and don't know whether to continue sneezing anot. & thats not funny!!! if you know me, you will know that sneezing is a very common thing that happens to me every 5 minutes of my life. damn, i just want to pull out my nose now when i feel like sneezing!
5g is ok. better than i expected. LOL, maybe that's cuz i have low expectations. haha, but i have rousi so i guess that is not that bad. however, i have to say my time table sucks on thursday WHICH IS TOMORROW. WHICH IS WHEN LESSONS STARTS. DAMN! i only have 20mins of free period between lessons and that is not exactly very helpful. since i guess a tendency for teachers to release you late and the time for you to get to the other place you are supposed to be equates to somewhat near 20mins? & out of five days, i go home very late on ALOT of days. haha, why alot cuz i cant exactly remember the actual number of days. XP
i haven done beijing mindmap and commonwealth essay & i have gp tomorrow. hope ppl in my class haven done it yet. LOL was supposed to do it today but i fell asleep and just woke up. & my aching muscles disallow me to hold up any objects in my frail and aching hands to do anything for more than 3 minutes. but, apparently, I CAN TYPE! haha!

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

i am here to announce that since my blog has suddenly looked 'super active', i have decided to update it.
ok, hmm how do i start? basically, my holidays have been spent in pretty simple ways. If i am not trying to work my ass off for $230, or i am not slacking in the library cafe staring into space, i am basically just sprawling on my bed & watching tv or waking up at 12 in the afternoon. yah, i know i rock! haha. & why $230 you might, it's actually for my hair and something else which i don't really wanna say. & no, it's not liposuction or any other form of cosmetic surgery. even though i would not mind losing somw weight which i have been desperately trying to do so. note the desperately trying. because i have set my handphone alarm to like 7am in the morning for 6 consecutive days and guess what i have totally ignored the snooze and everything and have gloriously wake up at 10am just in time for work. BLEAH! i wanna run man. but i need to get up first! haha.
the person i have saw the most in my whole holidays must be shiyuan. well, we work together so that's no surprise.
& it's going to be christmas! christmas! why am i getting high for even though i totally don't celebrate it? Cuz my workplace is on rest for three days cuz of it! haha! no more slogging my ass, arms, legs and brains off.
another thing to rant about, i want my hair to GROW! like GROW longer amd more. i seriously swear my hair is thinning, if this goes on i will be completely bald before 20, and man, that's not a pretty sight.
okay, that's all. man, i am good in summary.
the next thing to look out for even though the possibility of me updating is 0% is 2d chalet on 29 i think. LOL, better not forget it like what i did to TT chalet. i only found out that TT chalet was occuring at the second day like at night which so totally didnt help.
ciaos for now XP

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Friday, November 21, 2008

i am here to relieve insanity and stress. well, since my blog has been dead for wuite long i am betting that no one comes to it anymore so i am free to rant about random stuff without offending anyone.
life sucks. like, really. i am leaving for beijing on sunday, and i am sick of packing and have like less than an inch of enthusiasm for it. so give the girl a hand. i have been going over clothes, toiletries, towels, clothes, clothes, and more clothes. one, i cant afford to overpack. two, i cant afford to pack too little stuff. WOAH, talk about extreme contradiction. & did i so totally mention that i got hit with a soccerball today and my specs are screwed. well, i guess i dont mind about the screwed specs part or the part where i got hit and the pain and all, the part that i minded was the fact that my mom refused to go over with me and get it fixed. i am your daughter for god sake. the one who scores the grades and be all independent. but no.... i am not even better than someone like my sis. WOAH! big shocker. which sucked.
and sherry hasnt been online for quite awhile when i need to spurt out vomit on her so that she can pat me on the back and tell me its alright. i feel sick, lazy amd totally tired of all the packing stuff. now when i think of beijing all i want to do is throw the luggage out of my window, if i can eveen carry it up that is. i feel so totally screwed up. crap, crap,crap.
woah, i just realised i cant bring myself to say he four letter word. looks like a serious break from table tennis cured that. crap. beijing sucks. luggage sucks. packing sucks. lif's crap & oh yah, it sucks too.

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Friday, May 30, 2008

ENOUGH OF THIS EMO CRAP!!!!


haha!! wanted to make it red and big, but cuz too long never post le, totally forgot how to do so. nvm, you all shall imagine it THAT way :D
LALALA! has been damn long since i ever posted. the previous was the last day of school of the first term, and now is the holidays of the second term le. WOOSH. time really do fly,haha. spend this term learning not to be emo and learn how to be 心胸宽大, 放下 & 不去在意. which i think i have done a good job, because now i dont really care alot. haha. NOPE. no more emo-ing. SHOO EMO SHOO!!! okay... maybe not ALL things. hey, but this shows i am working on it :p time time time is all i need...

ITS THE HOLS! & i plan on having FUN (:

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Thursday, March 06, 2008

i have to finish rushing out alot of stuff due to tomorrow being the last day of schl for this term. i kind of like this person who is flaming my tagboard. maybe cuz whatever she say is true. firstly she scolds me a bitch, which i am more than happy to admit. finally, i get realised to become a bitch. upgrade in standard (:
then the person scolds me a loser o.O which for this week i seriously felt like one. especially after the match. then the person says i copy homework. which is so damn true. OMMYGAWD! are you me? haha!!! maybe u will let me copy urs when i cant find any to copy. (: anyway, pls change ur nick. its no longer the in word anymore, wait till i find one, i will post it up & inform you so you can be as up to date as me
(: my gawd, i am a total 自恋狂。 school's driving me crazy (:


NOTE: if you must noe rvtt has always been like this, but because of the constant covering up we have been viewed as people who are rude, disrespect and total bimbos or bitchs. maybe if you looked into the matter clearly or know us better, your view might have been different.

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Sunday, March 02, 2008

sometimes things make me feel like life is a fallacy. one big fat lie that all of us live in. i finally see what shakespear meant when he said life's a stage. all of us are merely actors, enjoying that short moment of lime light. deception, lies, betrayal and backstabbers, i tried desperately to avoid, but i guess there are times when somethings are always impossible to avoid. life always has two sides, & i guess i always focus on the negative parts more. sometimes when i stare at the positive parts i feel that shortlived happiness, then realise that ugly truths behind them. the higher u leap, the harder u fall. i guess, this time, i fall hard. very hard. in life, in grades, in everyone and in me. the promise i made to keep my damn mouth shut, still doesnt work. somehow i feel more obliged to keep it shut now. since everything i say isnt good, i must well shut it up.
attitude problems. i wont deny i dont have them. in fact i am pretty clear about it. but when i try to act as cheerful as i can talking about things that are random, people say that i am acting like a bitch and being fake. when i try to go away and keep my nose out of everything else, people say i ap them. then what the hell do you want me to do? jump of the builidng of cut myself, which i will gladly do so, if not for my parents. they say i act emo. well, newsflash, i AM emo. if you live a life like mine, maybe u will be too. & dont start on saying that you have a live worser than me. cuz i know you dont.i worked hard for everything i have. & i wont give them up just because you think u deserve them more. cuz i dont think so.

i haven given up the fight. i am just trying to protect people whom i now see dont deserve/ dont need my protection anymore. ending.


i seriously cant wait for the day i die.
god, can you please hurry up. i wanna meet you soon and complain about this damn life you have given me so i can get a better one next time.
PS. please make sure i die the right way.

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